Many times and in many places, change comes slowly. It seeps
through the cracks of programs and steadily rises in relationships like the
tide. Warning, I’m about to go super geek here for a second. High School science
textbooks teach something called the Heisenberg Uncertainty principle. For the
historians out there, this has nothing to do with the certain fiery disaster of the Heisenberg blimp in the 1930’s. Let
me explain the Heisenberg Uncertainty principle. No, there is too much. Let me
sum up. You cannot accurately predict the location and speed of an electron in
atomic orbit WITHOUT affecting its path. Once you get close enough to observe
the electron, you have already disturbed its flight, altering its route with
your energy. You have physically changed its future.
Many ministries change over the course of time, and in my
short 27 years of life, I have seen many ministries lose their effectiveness in
culture, wash out their identity in mediocrity and meander in marginal
endeavors. Camp Gilead is a sequestered hillside retreat tucked between the
Snoqualmie River and a coniferous forest. Since 1948, Campers feel appreciated,
valued, accepted and most importantly, loved. There is a great need for
children to have a special place where they can be understood and taught. I
have received and felt this love many, many times. I can’t help but think that
God has used Camp Gilead in his sovereign tool belt in order to shape and
fashion my story. I am one of the many people who would say it is a second home
to me.
I have been challenged, encouraged, confronted and praised
here at camp. The staff, much like an atomic scientist observing an atom, have
gotten close enough to me to change my future. Camp has been a big part of my
development. Spiritually, Emotionally, Physically, Psychologically, etc. My
childhood pals included the Moyer boys and we spent many days running riot in
the woods like the lost boys of Never Land; without all the tights and pixie
dust. I have been first a family camper, a junior camper, a Jr. high camper and
Sr. High camper. Yet, my appetite was only wetted by those experiences. I cut
my teeth on ministry here, and God formed me as an adolescent staff member
during the summers of 2003, 2004, and 2005. There have been long periods of
interruption in my camp experience recently and in the past. I did not visit
camp from the summer of 1996 to 2001, with the exception of one abbreviated
week in 1999. Another withdrawal from camp came from 2005 to 2012. This most
recent return or “homecoming” has been punctuated by a single
thought—gratitude.
I am profoundly grateful for Camp Gilead’s impact in my
life, as well as its faithfulness to the work God has given it to do. Yet, I
can’t help but wonder about you, my friend. Have you ever been in a place where
you have been close enough to someone that you changed their future in such a
positive way? Have you been vulnerable and open, sharing with your fears with
God? Have you taken time from the daily grind to magnify your heart and examine
your spiritual condition lately? Is your heart a home you would welcome Jesus
into? Let me encourage you to take a retreat, if possible, to Camp Gilead, and
allow God to do what He wants to do with you at this remote location. He desires
to love you from the inside-out, and to rewrite your future.
“I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord, “plans to
prosper, not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11
Hidden behind the cross,
John Lafferty
Program Staff 2012
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